As I sat in that workshop, I was mesmerized by how well someone who didn’t know me at all could describe the deeper stirrings of my heart and mind. I felt seen, exposed and vulnerable as the professor shared some shadow aspects of my Type 4 pattern. Simultaneously, I glimpsed a new sense of freedom as I experienced a lack of judgment and a growing awareness that I was not simply a captive of my impulses. Instead, the power of the Enneagram as a tool for self-knowledge, spiritual growth and transformation had captured my interest.
Over the next 20 years, I read numerous books, had playful conversations with friends and colleagues, and attended a few workshops about the Enneagram. I found this personality system to be an increasingly helpful lens through which to better understand and appreciate myself and others. I shared it with all who had the patience to endure my evangelical spirit. As a spiritual director and pastor, I began sharing the wisdom of the Enneagram to support the personal and spiritual growth of my directees and parishioners.
A few years ago, I was invited to teach a class session on the Enneagram at Wake Forest University School of Divinity to help students grow in self-awareness and support their leadership development. Uncertain if these Master of Divinity students would find the material engaging, I was delighted to experience the energy in the room intensify as I started teaching about the patterns of the nine Enneagram types. “How do you know this about me?” some voices in the room seemed to say in their questions about the types. These questions were followed by outbursts of laughter, shaking and nodding heads, and contemplative expressions, all of which pointed to a deep knowing of truth that was being shared. By the end of the class, I could sense the intensity of mixed feelings in the room – surprise, delight, uncertainty, freedom – and I knew that the students had begun to experience the same transformational power of the Enneagram that had grabbed me two decades earlier.
After class, Tamica approached me and asked to meet privately. She shared that in life – family, church, relationships – she had always been told that she was “too much” and that she needed to tone it down. She had carried a sense of shame about who she was for many years, wondering why God had created her to be what she heard others describe as loud, aggressive and controlling. When she heard me teach about the Type 8 – both its tremendous gifts and challenges – she described to me the freedom she felt in knowing that who she was is a gift from God. “My strength, power and ability to get things done – these are all gifts to myself and others,” she said, sharing with me that she was finally finding a place at home in herself because of this new revelation and understanding.
After class I was aware not only of the increased energy in the classroom, but also noticed how alive and energized I felt. Offering a context in which students could experience personal and spiritual transformation – long a deep expression of my vocation – made me want to do more. This experience was so profound for me that I became a Certified Enneagram Teacher in the Narrative Tradition, completed my Doctor of Ministry degree with a dissertation focusing on the intersection of the Enneagram and spiritual practices, and began teaching a regular course on the spirituality of the Enneagram at Wake Forest.
Out of gratitude for the impact of the Enneagram on my life and vocation, I made a commitment to contribute monthly to Enneagram Studies in the Narrative Tradition. I invite you to join me by making a financial gift to ESNT, to share the transformative power of the Enneagram with people like Tamica who are seeking to find freedom and home in themselves, and who desire to work together to create a more compassionate world.
Christine Noble Power says
What a great story. I am inspired and encouraged to read about Christopher’s experiences. Thanks for sharing!
Thank you for this glimpse into your journey with the Enneagram in the Narrative Tradition. I share your goal and join the movement to, “work together to create a more compassionate world.’
Thank you so much for such a beautiful description of the “power” of the Enneagram.
John Brett says
What an amazing journey and equally amazing how well you describe it. A great example of how the Enneagram is accretive to whatever you do and has as much depth as you either want or can handle.
Marilyn Wolf says
Thank you for your story, Chris. The Enneagram has had a profound impact on my life and I love teaching it and using it in individual guidance sessions. I too teach it as a map for spiritual growth and can’t imagine doing otherwise. Your course at WFU sounds great. It’s exciting to know seminary students are being exposed to this incredible path to deeper love of self and others.
Terry Saracino says
Thanks so much for sharing your story. I remember fondly our times together in Asheville at the training. I look forward to the day when the Enneagram is offered to all those studying to be ministers and/or spiritual directors. I so appreciate you and your service to the Narrative Enneagram community.
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